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Begin pagina loggy.nl Home Weblog maken RSS Feed Abonneren! Welkomstekstje Welkom op mijn Perfection Hates Me-weblog. Mijn, en hopelijk ook jouw, steuntje in de rug. Hier plaats ik prachtige thinspo (welke je kunt vinden in het fotoboek, link daarheen staat boven dit tekstje), tips waar je écht wat aan hebt, eigen ervaringen..etc. Ook jouw verhaal is welkom, stuur me dan even een emailtje op akshaya@live.nl of reageer op een van mijn blogs. Ik wens je veel plezier met lezen, en veel succes op jouw pad. Alles wat je wilt, kan je. Keep your head up. xx Poll [ Je poll is niet zichtbaar, verleng je vip ] Gedichten en teksten Depressie Ana op mijn schouder Tips Tegen honger Dagboek Zondag 13 september, 01.31 11 september 2009, 19.05 Ana-songs Lisa Loeb - She's falling apart Eleanor Mcevoy - Sophie Sia - Breath me From first to last - Waltz Moore From first to last - World war me Superchick - Beauty from pain Superchick - Courage Silver Chair - Ana's song |
Tegen hongerJe kent het wel, zo net aan het eind van de ochtend of rond een uur of 4, dat je onwijs veel honger krijgt..Hier zijn wat dingetjes die ik gebruik om dat gevoel tegen te gaan: 1. Als je honger begint te krijgen, drink een hele grote slok Cola light, daar word je op een lege maag misselijk van, en als je dan heel het glas leeg drinkt, is het honger gevoel meteen verdwenen. 2. Drink 2 bakken koffie of thee achter elkaar. 3. Bekijk thinspo of praat met een Ana-buddy. 4. Drink een kop bouillon, weinig calorieen, maar toch heb je even iets binnen 5. Kauwgom kauwen of tanden poetsen. 6. Een douche pakken of lekker een dutje doen. Succes! 01:52:42 13 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Zondag 13 september, 01.31Fuck. En daar kom ik, van een festival vandaan. Veel gelopen en dus bewogen, ja. Veel gegeten? Ook. Vind ik dan. Ik voel me er niet lekker bij dat ik me niet heb kunnen inhouden.. ik werd misselijk na het eten en het gaf me alleen een rot gevoel. Food is bad. ------------------------------ 's Ochtends: 2 koppen groene thee en 1 appel Tussendoor: - 's Middags: Water en cola light Tussendoor: - 's Avonds: Cola light, 1 Italiaanse bol met eiersalade, een bakje gebakken mosselen (aaah!) Tussendoor: 2 koppen groene thee ------------------------------ Het is zo rot als je al die mooie schattige tengere meisjes ziet lopen. Ja, ik had door dat er wel naar me gekeken werd en ook op een positieve manier..maar toch, ik zie er niet uit zoals ik er zelf uit zou willen zien. Het ging net weer lekker, en dan moet ik weer gebakken mosselen eten, hoe kom ik er in godsnaam bij. Maargoed, pluspuntje..I met a great guy. Hopelijk kan ik mijn probleem zo lang mogelijk voor hem geheim houden, anders maak ik hem bezorgd. En daar zit ik niet op te wachten. En hij vast ook niet trouwens. Bleh, nu heb ik koppijn en ben moe, het is al half 2 geweest. Denk dat ik maar eens richting mijn bedje ga, slaap lekker allemaal! Hold on, be strong, believe in yourself. Peace, love and hugs, Debby 01:42:08 13 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Lisa Loeb - She's falling apartThey pull up their chairs to the table She stares at the food on her plate At the toast and the butter Her father, her mother, she pushes away And they rise in the morning And they sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart She gets home from school too early And closes the door to her room There's nothing inside her She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this And they rise in the morning And they sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves And her mother is starting to see through her lies And last night her father had tears in his eyes And they rise in the morning And they sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart And we rise in the morning And we sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart 23:49:40 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Eleanor Mcevoy - SophieSophie cannot finish her dinner 23:48:33 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Sia - Breath meHelp, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small and needy Warm me up And breathe me Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small and needy Warm me up And breathe me Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small and needy Warm me up And breathe me 23:46:34 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) From first to last - Waltz MooreI can't eat anything Without shoving my hands down my throat And I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup With my hair blinding my eyes Blinding my eyes I can't remember The last time I've seen my own eyes Or the color of my skin Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the time? I stretch myself across the world Pushing my limits for your entertainment And you had the nerve To call out my weaknesses And drag me through the dirt I can't remember The last time I've seen my own eyes Or the color of my skin Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the time? I'm staring in the mirror Looking back at the person I hate I'm staring in the mirror Looking back at the person I hate I'm staring in the mirror Looking back at the person I hate I'm staring in the mirror Looking back at the person I hate I can't remember The last time I've seen my own eyes Or the color of my skin Do you know what it's like... I can't remember The last time I've seen my own eyes Or the color of my skin Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the time? The color of my skin Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the... 23:46:02 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) From first to last - World war meLet's starve down to the bone, we're looking better boney Who needs figure anyway? Stay with me, stay with me, So I can dig my nails deep in your cave It feels better now without control, oh girl, You look better blurry angel Why do we need to be sanitary when the world's so filthy anyway? Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh Poor unfortunate child I can't stop running away I'm a one life, hopeless dirty animal baby And I bow down to my feeble brain Aberrated, primitive Stay with me, stay with me No food for weeks I've never felt better We look better famished girl Hightail to our lush escape, And leave our filthy world away Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh Poor unfortunate child I can't stop running away I'm on the verge of self destruction Suffering because of my selfish vices I'm on the verge of self destruction Suffering because I gave up on myself and everyone Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohhh Poor unfortunate child, I can't stop running away Poor unfortunate child, I can't stop running away... 23:45:25 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Superchick - Beauty from painThe lights go out all around me One last candle to keep out the night And then the darkness surrounds me I know i'm alive but i feel like i've died And all that's left is to accept that it's over My dreams ran like sand through the fists that i made I try to keep warm but i just grow colder I feel like i'm slipping away After all this has passed, i still will remain After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain Though it won't be today, Someday i'll hope again And there'll be beauty from pain You will bring beauty from my pain My whole world is the pain inside me The best i can do is just get through the day When life before is only a memory I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place And though i can't understand why this happened I know that i will when i look back someday And see how you've brought beauty from ashes And made me as gold purified through these flames After all this has passed, i still will remain After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain Though it won't be today, Someday i'll hope again And there'll be beauty from pain You will bring beauty from my pain Here i am, at the end of me Tryin to hold to what i can't see I forgot how to hope This night's been so long I cling to Your promise There will be a dawn After all this has passed, i still will remain After i've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain Though it won't be today, Someday i'll hope again And there'll be beauty from pain You will bring beauty from my pain 23:44:21 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Superchick - CourageI told another lie today And I got through this day No one saw through my games I know the right words to say Like "I don't feel well" "I ate before I came" Then someone tells me how good I look and for a moment For a moment I am happy But when I'm alone No one hears me cry I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be okay Together we can make it through another day I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful The day I chose not to eat What I do know is how I changed my life forever I know I should know better There are days when I'm okay And for a moment For a moment I find hope But there are days when I'm not okay And I need your help So I'm letting go I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be okay Together we can make it through another day You should know you're not on your own These secrets are walls that keep us alone I don't know when but I know now Together we'll make it through somehow Together we'll make it through somehow I need you to know I'm not through the night Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light I need you to know That we'll be okay Together we can make it through another day 23:43:07 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) Silver Chair - Ana's songPlease die, Ana For as long as you're here we're not You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer And I need you now, somehow And I need you now, somehow
Open fire On my needs designed On my knees for you Open fire On my knees desires What I need from you
Imagine pageant In my head the flesh seems thicker Sandpaper tears corrode the film And I need you now, somehow And I need you now, somehow
Open fire On my needs designed On my knees for you Open fire On my knees desires What I need from you
And you're my obsession I love you to the bones And Ana wrecks your life Like an Anorexia life Open fire On the needs designed On my knees for you Open fire On my knees desires What I need from you Open fire On the needs designed Open fire On my knees desires On my knees for you 23:39:08 11 September 2009 Permanente link Reacties (0) |